The fact that you were essentially dead does not register until you begin to come alive.
Some people who are obsessed with food become gourmet chefs. Others become eating disorders.
And so I went through the looking glass, stepped into the netherworld, where up is down and food is greed, where convex mirrors cover the walls, where death is honor and flesh is weak. It is ever so easy to go. Harder to find your way back.
When you are mad, mad like this, you don't know it. Reality is what you see. When what you see shifts, departing from anyone else's reality, it's still reality to you.
The term “starvation diet” refers to 900 calories a day. I was on one-third of a starvation diet. What do you call that? One word that comes to my mind: “suicide.
It is, at the most basic level, a bundle of contradictions: a desire for power that strips you of all power. A gesture of strength that divests you of all strength.
I know for a fact that sickness is easier, but health is more interesting.
Never, never underestimate the power of desire. If you want to live badly enough, you can live. The great question, at least for me, was: How do I decide I want to live?
People take the feeling of full for granted.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it.
For me, hair is an accoutrement. Hair is jewelry. It's an accessory.
I need to find creative diversity because if I get stuck, I get unhappy.
When you get a jean for a larger girl, you have to have them tailored for you. Tailoring is indeed everything.
You have to be humble when you're dealing with God.
I just think fashion is about enjoying yourself and being comfortable in your skin and allowing you to be you - all the way live.
It excites me when a person puts their whole self in a song or rhyme, or instrument. It fills me.
A lot of the girls I grew up with were pregnant by the time they were 16. I just was lucky.
Music shouldn't be a chore or feel like any kind of burden.